April 22, 2026, at 11:24 A.M.

I finally decided to start making an Ita Bag and bought one yesterday. It's a red and black bag with chain decorations, and I couldn't stop thinking about how Eunho-coded it was... So it's themed around Eunho.

With wanting to make an ita bag, I started looking for inspiration for formatting and decor. Many of them contained a photocard, and I don't have a photocard of Eunho... 

I went on eBay and I'm now also buying Eunho photocards. Lots of them have free shipping and are quite cheap so I don't have to worry a lot. They're also so cute, too... Do Eunho in the PLBBUU era... Uwa... 💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧 He's so cute... I just wanna turn him into a squishie... 

Although I am quite happy that I get to theme my bag around my PLAVE bias, I'm also kind of sad I didn't get to theme it around my fictional husband, Park Seon-woo... However, I will do so one day! (When I'm able to buy the merch, of couse...)

Have a good day, I love you!

April 21, 2026 – Autism

I consider myself to be a neurotypical person. I don't have a professional diagnosis on any neurodivergent disorders (?), therefore I don't use the term since I don't believe it doesn't apply to me.

However, most—if not all—of my friends tell me they think I have autism. It's a running thing in one of my friend groups. This has made me think deeply about whether I do have said disorder or not, but why does it matter?

Even as someone who doesn't have a professional diagnosis for any type of disorder, I still believe there's something wrong with me. That I have a loose screw I never knew about, and I've been dying to know what it is ever since I realized. Is it Autism? ADHD? UDD? I don't know. I don't think I'll ever know, maybe I'm truly neurotypical and I just act a little weird. However, I do find it interesting how all of my friends always tell me I'm autistic.

And as I tried learning about symptoms of Autism and terms involving the disorder, I keep drifting way from thinking I do have it. I don't think I've ever had a hyperfixation or a special interest like that. I'd say I'm quite social if I got off my phone. So where does it come from? Why do I act like this? Is it really autism or am I overthinking everything?

April 21, 2026 – Intro

This is just an introductory post until I know what to talk about. This is long, so be warned.

Hi! Welcome to my blog. My name's Caelus, I use He/She pronouns and I identify as a Gay GNC T-guy. I'm currently taken by my Husband (12/27/25 💕) and my multiple fictional husbands and boyfriends. I call myself a Gachikoi and Fujoshi because I can!

Likes

My main interest is BL, and I don't think it's fading anytime soon. I'm especially more fixated (?) on manhwa, but I'll never shy away from manga or manhua. When it comes to the type of comics I read the most, it usually goes like this:

1. BL Manhwa

2. BL Manga

3. BL Manhua

I do always try picking up a manhua every once in a while. They're pretty nice and always have such delicious art styles I can't help but swoon over them like a dog looking at a plate of raw food (I'm referencing a TikTok account in specific and I'll be really sad if no one gets it.)

My favorite BL include: Punch Drunk Love, A Sense for Love, Family Liver Registry, Hotel Pharus, Alien In My Wardrobe, Step On Me, My Prince, Playmate, Take Off, etc.. (Yes, I'm a sucker for Ongoing BL... Can you tell?)

I also love listening to music. My favorite music artists at this moment are Natori and PLAVE (Eunplli, Bamby bias wrecker) + others I listen to more casually like XLOV, P1Harmony, Doechii, Fujii Kaze, JUSTB, Phantom Siita, etc. When it comes to Natori and PLAVE, I, of couse, do like some ships in the fandom. Some of them are:

•      Natori: Chefdose (Fool's Table x Overdose), FridayDress (Dressing Room x Friday Night), HeadPose (IN_MY_HEAD x Propose), EAT x Shachou, etc.

•      PLAVE: Eunby (Eunho x Bamby), Hamggeung (Hamin x Eunho), YeNo (Yejun x Noah).

Warnings, DNI, etc.

This blog will have lots and lots of hating, complaining, etcetera. I don't follow the don't like, don't read rule. This does not mean that I condone the harassment of authors, however I am able to hate on their work in my own circle. 

I am pro-piracy, but this blog will always make sure to share the legal ways to read the BLs I post about here. I will never share a piracy site and will never allow them to be shared.

When it comes to interacting with me, I prefer for darkshippers or anyone that mainly posts about taboo (rape, incest, abuse, pedophilia (lolisho), etc) topics to not interact with me for my own comfort. If you do so, I will just block. I will never condone harassment against anyone, whether I dislike them or not. Feel free to silently look at my stuff though, just don't interact. Okay?

Also, please do not shove labels down my throat, whether they be queer labels or discourse labels. I'm not profic, proship, darkship, whatever. I'm proCaelus. Caelusship. Caelusfic. I'll call myself a turigirl or whatever microlabel I find if I feel like it, and that's none of your business.

Conclusion

That's basically everything you need to know about me. If you have any more questions, feel free to check @natori on Alterspring for general questions, or @fudanshi for BL-related questions. Have a nice day. Love you. ❤